i'm. going. to. scream.

i need a new phone so bad!! as of september, 2008 i've had a (and my first ever) blackberry curve. it was a big step for me converting from the sidekick! i had the sidekick since it first came out, boy was i obsessed with it. my boyfriend thought i'd be spending less time on my phone if he got me to get rid of it, but he was wrong. he knew that bbm was the next best thing to aim, so i don't know what he was thinking. anyway, after having my phone for only 3 months, it fell from my dresser one day and the screen completely cracked :( . since i am officially broke these days, even with phone insurance, i could not afford to replace my cute, red, blackberry curve, so i just delt with it and am still dealing with it. it's a pretty tough phone if i may say so myself. since the incident i have dropped it at least 15 times and nothing else has seemed to brake, yaayy... until recently, boo... my camera isn't workingggg.. :(  do you know how frustrating that is!! not only that but it does this 'hour glass' thing sometimes where the screen completely freezes, ugh so annoying! im not sure when the new tmobile phones are coming out, so if anyone hears/knows of anything please feel free to share. i'm almost thinking of going back to the sidekick, i really loved that phone. i think its fair to say i officially own a 'crackberry'. haha, humm